Ok, I have felt like for almost the past year now I have had this black cloud following me where ever I go. I have felt like a gloomy, pessimistic bitch – angry at the world. As of today……NO MORE! Black cloud, be gone!
So, from now on…
Yes, I miss my mother-in-law. Yes, she was taken from us too soon. I know she watches out for us…
Yes, I miss my uncle Matt. He too was taken too soon. The Hill Picnic will be so different without him tomorrow, but I know he’ll be there in spirit.
Yes, it kills me to be so far away from my family…especially now that I have Punky. But I need to be thankful for all the time we do see each other! I know people who goes YEARS without seeing their families! We do see each other quite a bit and we talk almost daily! 
Yes, I miss being pregnant and I miss my little bean, BUT I will get pregnant again…..and life will and does go on!
Yes, summer is flying by……….and yes, I will have to return to work…..but that’s OK! It’s good for Punky to be back in daycare with all of his friends.
Yes, I am so happy for my sister. Her little guy is due in November….and I can’t wait to meet him!
Yes, I feel overwhelmed with all I want to get done around here, but there will ALWAYS be something to do, and you can’t EVER be done…….so baby steps….
So, off I go to pack up for my trip to Chicago for 10 days. I AM SO EXCITED TO BE WITH MY FAMILY! So, Black cloud…..be gone! The old Melissa is BACK…..for good! AMEN!
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Have fun in Chicago, and sending lots of happy vibes your way!
Cloud be gone!
It’s gonna be okay, hon. I know. I’ve been under black clouds, TUSHed (trapped under something heavy), you name it. I’m finally on the right path to clear skies, you will too. Enjoy your trip! Wish I could be going to Chicago to see my family, but they’re coming here!
Here’s to a gentle summer wind to blow the black clouds into oblivion.
I’m a little black cloudy myself today. PMS, gotta love it.